January 28, 2009

  • More dreams....

    When Bo Bice's American Idol run was over in 2005, I had many dreams about him. Nothing in the romance department, but just innocent dreams. Lately I had a dream about the latest Idol winner David Cook. It was surprising to me as he was not my favorite Idol contestant, but rooted for him to win the singing reality show. My dream about him was about a loving relationship. The dream is vague now because I waited to write it down here.

    This dream that I remembered is weird. I was sleeping in a room of a house I do not recognized. The bedroom is small. When I woke up, I realized someone got into the house and molested me. I was wondering how could it happen without waking me up. I started checking the house to find out how the person got into the house. I then discovered that the window screws in the bedroom were taken out enabling the person to get inside the room. I checked my purse if the person stole money, but all that was taken was one of my pictures in my wallet. It made me wonder why this person would take my picture.

    Another dream recently that is not forgetable is about losing my handbag. I seemed to always have this dream of losing my purse or my wallet. In this dream, I was walking somewhere familiar. I was looking around and was overjoyed seeing the place that seemed to give happy memories to me. I was walking with someone, but I could not tell who this person was. We stopped by to grab something to eat, and for some reason, I forgot to take my handbag with me on our way out. When it dawned on me that I was walking without my handbag, I panicked. I was nerve stricken and beside myself. I started feeling regret for even bothering to have a nice and no care in the world attitude for a day. I was so heartbroken when a man whom I knew from the past appeared in my dream and said that he found my handbag. My first instinct was to check if my cellphone was inside the handbag, and it was.

    The way I would interpret as to why I dream about losing something is the fact that I worry sometimes about finances. Would I be able to afford the necessities in life as I grow older? This is in the back burner of my mind. But in reality, I've always able to get by. God has always provided for me. I have this habit of saving for the rainy days, and not to overspend is a conscious effort I pride myself to have. God has always given me a heart to not be just nonchalant about tomorrows and to add the trust and hope in Him that He will always provide for my needs. This combination of attitude has helped me tremendously in life. For the most part, I've always relied on God in everything, but I also have to do my part to be cautious and mindful of the future in managing my finances.